Starsthe universe spirals out of your hands when you wave good-bye, and when you write my name in the sky, the stars within me die.
Life AwaitsThis one is for the brokenhearted:the failures,fools,sinners,and misguided.When the world is wearyof itselfit becomes difficult tofind yourselfand confidence is left onthe shelfnext to former symbols ofyour health…Hey, chin up-your life awaits!Idleness is deathand harsher fates.Don’t succumbto apathy-try to accept thatwe’re meant to be.I’m writing this for the bleeding hearts:the teachers,nuns,leaders,and young upstarts.When the world rejects yourcharityit becomes difficult togive pityto critics and cynics ofsocietywho measure your love as ascarcity…Hey, chin up-your life awaits!Resentment is deathand harsher fates.Don’t let goof empathy-be the personyou want to be.Oh, don’t let go!Please don’t let go…We both must knowthis planet coulduse anotherenlivened soul.
For Want of a Better WordI want to stay sad foreverSoft as the clouds, deeper then the oceanBeyond the human experience, there's a feelingPassing time, when I was threeNothing cannot be defined, it just slips awayStop, silence, nothing, everythingWords are just conjectures of the mind, sound is just vibrationExperience is just an illusion, thought is just an ideaBreath, stillness, everything, nothingIt is here that you will find, what you have always been looking forEscape through the door onto green fields and the pouring rainRedemptionEvery moment that passes brings you closerDivide me into half and release meI want to stay sad forever
My Pain Is My ArmourMy pain is my armourI no longer cryIt will protect meFrom words that flow byMy pain is my armourYou cant stop me nowYour insults are uselessThey flow though me, somehowMy pain is my armourI hear though the dinYour hatred and threatThat cut thought my skinMy pain is my armourYou wont touch my mindI think what I wantLeave self hate behindMy pain is my armourPlaced there by youMy pain will protect meFrom what is false and what is true
Send me awaySend me awayTo a place not tracked my milesI know you don't want me to staySo maybe now you can finally smileSend me awayLike everyone else has before youI'll find a new place to layFor what else is a broken man to doSend me awayYet again I will play as the foolTear up my heart just to playThen toss me like a useless toolSend me awayWhat more can you want from meYour leaving my heart to decaySo just let go and leave me beSend me awayAway so I can go back to being aloneGo back to being cast astrayAnd go back to a world without a home.
I Am a WriterI am a writer.Yes, it’s easy for me to fall into a dream.But there is nothing wrong with being tighterWith a story’s theme.I am a writer.That is all I will ever want to beIn the end, my story will be lighter,And my characters will finally be free.I am a writer.There is nothing easier to say than that.I will never let a story witherNor let a story fall flatI am a soon to be author.With several books ready to be read,I want them to have great honorAnd wish there will be tears shed.
Conceivable Conclusions.Conceivable Conclusions.Maybe we fall because we know we canAnd we stall when it comes to a helping hand.Because we refuse to accept and to understand.That a man would be willing to aid another man,Without some sort of under hand, profitable plan.Maybe we project our perceptions on to others.Quotes that emerged and persevered by our mothers.Home truths that we go on to eventually discover.Making it the only way we can connect with each other.Spurring us to find like minded friends, associates and lovers.Maybe we lie because the truth is too bitter to bear.We are inclined to believe that others do actually care.And that they will only listen so that they are able to compareOur circumstances, even though we know life is made to be unfair.That is why when the mighty fall, we all avidly stand by and stare.There are a lot of fine details forgotten in the final figure.There are a lot of surreal strokes painted into this picture.There are a lot of what if's and maybes to con
Alone And AfraidI am alone and afraidI wonder if the pain will ever go awayI hear the happiness around meI see the shadowsI want to feel wantedI am alone and afraidI pretend that I am okI feel like no one caresI touch the hand of the one who caresI worry that everything wont be ok in the endI cry when no one is thereI am alone and afraidI understand im not meant to be okI say nothing will changeI dream that it will work outI try to make it betterI hope this pain will leaveI am alone and afraid
A windowThe gates are now openI am vulnerable, I am brokenI am whole, I am meThis is who I amFear not, it’s all in my mind.Beautiful blue eyesCharming and sultry smileIgnites my glum heartThe darkness insideDevours me from withinHope is all but lostThe future watchesOver me like a hauntingShadow that looks grimHigh thoughts bring my mindTo think of incredibleIdeas for foodI wish my bodyLooked radically differentFrom what they all seeThe affections youHave sparked within me, tortureMy frail mind each dayThe harder we workThe more inferior IFeel that I becomeA content state ofBeing is a rarityFor my doleful lifeThe wind is like aBlanket that refreshes mySoul with clarityDiscussion is byFar the best therapy thereIs for tortured mindsAnd now, the doors slammed shutYou’ve seen but a glimpseNot a whole, but piecesPut the puzzle together andYou’ll learn of the nature of me.